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Monday, October 27, 2014

start a new

hahahaha. ya Allah malunyaaa bila baca entry before2 ni. what have i wrote ??!! all those cherry berry thingyyyyy ! geliiii geliiii. hahaha. kenapa buta nauuuuu time high school ni ! hahaha.

okay la. aku rasa dah berapa kali dah aku cakap start a new ni. but then nothing much changed. entry before ni aku cakap pasal PLKN. the thing that couldn't be accepted when i was there was the morning call. or the morning 'perbarisan' or whatever they might called it. i fell asleep once when i was standing, one not-so-fine morning there. hahaha. 6;30 in the morning, while the others were still sleeping, we were told to do perbarisan, sang the songs, exercises (sometimes aerobic which i like ! hahaha) and many more. seriously i hate the morning life of PLKN. never missed one day. oh yeah, i ve missed it when i got an MC letter. heaven ! hahahaha. except for sunday and wednesday lah. our rehat day among those hectics weekdays.

okay. THE END for PLKN's . my love-hate life. hahaha. *ayatmengundang*

no, it s not the end. hahaha. if we re gonna talk about the life i went through when i was there, aigooo. time is not enough. even it s enough, perhaps my fingers are gonna run out of their bones. hahaha.

so, i'm just gonna wrote a few memories that i think they gave me such a big life-lesson.

memories, hmm, they are just too precious. eventhough the not-so-good memories. hahaha.

firstly, i learned how to accept fate. i think that was a big fat giant lesson i ve learned. Allah had chose me to be one of the not-so-called wirawati, (hahaha, gelinya istilah tu). it s my fate. i have to accept it. im going to PLKN. there s nothing gonna change that. i m not planning to go to jail only because of this big fat rebellious girl which is hiding inside me. im not going to waste 2K of my parents money and give it to Najib and Rosmah for them to shop only because i dont wanna go to PLKN. no, i wont do that. i hate being a burden to other people especially my beloved parents. so, yeah. i need to accept my fate. i went there for 3 months. 72 days to be exact. hahaha. and to be honest, the life there is not that bad. in fact, there were a lot of hot guys *excludetheirhairofcourse* hahaha. xD

next, i realized the fact that high school is not forever. those friends u used to be with when u were in school are not always gonna be next to you for your whole life. so dont depend on anyone. if not, u wont survive.  i  met some cool chics there. we were best friends. still besties. a group of six hottie girls. hahaha. *bapakklaaperasan*
p/s: teddy ozlyn ujie mun and kecik , u guys will stay with me until the day i forget u okay? haha

see, i told ya ! my fingers cramped already. hahaha. lets continue later kayh :)

as for the preview, i ll tell you a name.
name given ; syafiq
who is he ; someone i once loved

he was there. at the camp.  i tell u more. later .